Tuesday, August 23, 2005

How I'm feeling...

I feel cynical these days... a pessimist... like one without hope, when I look at the world around me, the Malaysia I live in... I feel I've lost sight of the ideals that kept me going... I feel like a hypocrite... Maybe I'm disillussioned... or maybe I'm just confused...

But...

But will this really lead to peace in the middle east? Read below to see what Palestinians really want. Is it really fair?


A Time To Weep
by Rabbi Yosef Y. Jacobson
Aug 22, '05 / 17 Av 5765

I admire my compassionate brothers, possessing a supra-rational faith in the love and goodwill of all of humanity. Even when the Palestinian Authority declares (as it did this week) that Israel's evacuation of Gaza will ultimately lead to the return of millions of Arabs to the pre-1948 borders of Israel, and even while the Hamas terror organization announces this week that the pullout of Gaza is "the beginning of the end of the Zionist entity," my brothers still maintain the higher-than-logic faith that leaving Gaza might open a window for peace.

Are they projecting their hopes on the beliefs of others? Listen to this declaration made on Wednesday by Hamas leader Khaled Mashaal, while speaking to reporters in Beirut:

"The resistance and the steadfastness of our people forced the Zionists to withdraw," he stated. "The resistance is capable of ending the Israeli occupation and achieving all our rights. The armed struggle is the only strategy that Hamas possesses.... As long as Palestinian lands remain under occupation, Hamas won't lay down its weapons.

"Now, after the victory in the Gaza Strip, we will transfer the struggle first to the West Bank and later to Jerusalem.... We will continue the struggle until we liberate all our lands. This is an important day for the Palestinians and proof that the armed struggle has born fruit.

"Neither the liberation of the Gaza Strip, nor the liberation of the West Bank or even Jerusalem will suffice us. Hamas will pursue the armed struggle until the liberation of all our lands. We don't recognize the state of Israel or its right to hold on to one inch of Palestine. Palestine is an Islamic land belonging to all the Muslims."

Nor is Mr. Mashaal a lone voice among an otherwise peace-oriented society. Tragically, the Palestinian school system, the sermons in the mosques, the atmosphere in most of the homes nurture this doctrine. All of Israel is one big settlement and all Israelis are occupiers. In their mind, G-d does not want Israel ruled by "Zionists". We may dismiss this as primitive, but for them, it is the will of Allah and they are ready to die and kill for it.

How, then, can leaving Gaza open a window to peace? If you want my entire home, then giving you one bedroom will not solve the problem. Only the evacuation of all 5,000,000 Jews from the Holy Land will assuage Palestinian grievance.

What the retreat from Gaza is likely to accomplish is: a) demonstrate to the Palestinians that terror is profoundly effective and entice them to increase their terrorist activity in order to conquer all of Israel; b) bring the terrorists closer to the 'Green Line' with easier missile access to Jewish cities inside the Green Line; and c) allow Palestinians to construct in IDF-free Gaza a successful infrastructure of terror, which will continue terrorizing Israeli citizens (this is what occurred a decade ago when Israel retreated from much of the West Bank following the Oslo Accords). How will the wall that separates Gaza from the rest of Israel stop rockets and missiles launched toward cities and towns inside the Green Line, as they have been during the last year?

Israel's Moral Failure

Instead of demonstrating moral leadership and uprooting the terrorist infrastructure from Gaza, Israel decided to uproot 9,000 of it most beautiful sons and daughters living in that territory. People around the world are watching the forced retreat from Gaza and concluding that "stubborn extremist settler Jews" are the obstacles to peace, rather than the Palestinian gunmen who fire on them even as they are forcibly removed from their homes.

What exactly was the crime of these Jews? The 'settlers' of Gush Katif did not steal Palestinian land; they took sand dunes that were never inhabited by Arabs and, through the sweat of their brows, turned them into a paradise and a financial powerhouse. These settlers have often been portrayed as extreme zealots who love soil more than life. Yet, anybody who has spent time in Gush Katif knows that its residents are some of the most decent, loving, intelligent, hard-working, peaceful people you will ever meet. Even when they went down, they chose to fight not with violence or abusive language, but with the power of faith and moral justice.

The question, "So what is your solution to the conflict?" is quite irrelevant here. When a person is ill, doctors don't say, "We are not sure what the solution to his illness is, so let's just kill him." Just because the situation is complicated, Israel should not be destroying itself by granting victory to Jew killers.

The Loss

The time is not ripe for analysis. The wound is too fresh. Come, let us instead weep together.

Let us weep for 9,000 of our bravest men, women and children, who sustained horrific terror attacks, shielding Jewish communities inside the Green Line. Instead of being embraced for their heroism, they were expelled from the homes and communities they built over 30 years with so much blood, tears and unity, as though they - and not the Palestinian gunmen - were the obstacles to peace.

Let us weep together with Mrs. Nogah Cohen from Kfar Darom. In October 2003, three of her children were struck in a terrorist bombing; their legs were amputated. Thursday, as her family was being evacuated from their home, she said: "The people who cut off the legs of my three little children will now be rewarded with their home." Nogah, we are crying with you.

Let us weep for a country that lost its soul, its priorities, its raison d'etre. Instead of protecting its citizens from barbaric bloodshed, it has used its power to forcefully uproot more than 20 remarkable communities, capitulating to terror. It is astonishing: Jews are permitted to live in almost any part of the world, besides one place - in their own homeland. Was this Herzl's dream?

Let us weep for the tens of thousands of Israeli soldiers, trained to defend the Jewish people and their land, yet now dispatched to rid Gaza of its Jews and grant their land to those who wish to exterminate Israel. The scenes these poor soldiers have absorbed will likely remain with them for the remainder of their lives.

Let us weep for a world that looks to the Jewish people as a source for moral courage and clarity. Instead of seeing Israel protecting innocent people and standing up to killers, the world watches Israel turn its wrath on its heroes and grant victory to its sworn enemies. To paraphrase Isaiah, 'How has the State of Israel fallen so low!'

Finally, to our dearest brothers and sisters in Gush Katif:

Your heroism will remain etched in our minds and hearts forever. Your faith, love, passion and commitment will serve as a beacon of light for generations to come. Your fight was not in vain.

We love you, Gush Katif, now and forever. The glow on the faces of your children lights up our days and will brighten our dark nights. Thank you for being who you are; you are our greatest.

Gaza pullout

Been following the news & somewhat in a lost of how all these affect the last days. A tinge of sadness too when I see pictures of Israeli soldiers forcing their own brothers out of their houses & land. Here's something I read on http://arutzsheva.com/


The Good Our Eyes Have Seen
by Naomi Ragen
Aug 22, '05 / 17 Av 5765

I have been writing about all the difficulties, but now I want to write about all the truly wonderful things that I have seen and heard in the last few days.

I have seen soldiers sent to tear people from their homes welcomed like brothers. I have seen soldiers act like Jewish brothers and sisters, crying with those they were ordered to evict. I have seen soldiers and those evicted praying together, singing together, hugging each other.

All over the world, everyone has seen how Jews behave even in the worst of circumstances.

Yes, there was violence. Young men who physically fought and attacked the oncoming troops sent to remove them from the roof of their synagogue. But there were no serious injuries on either side. And they were universally condemned for raising their hands to their brothers in uniform.

I have seen dozens of volunteers, maybe hundreds, going to the hotels and other sites where shell-shocked deportees arrived, many with small children, without diapers or changes of clothing. Meals were organized. My neighbor's boys started day camps for the kids. Toys and snacks were distributed. Shampoos and men's white shirts were piled up for the Sabbath. Laundry was collected by volunteers, washed and returned. Whole communities collected funds and items to contribute. Hotlines were set up for people to volunteer their time, money, supplies, homes, meals - whatever our brothers and sisters from Gush Katif need in this terrible hour.

A reader writes me now: "My 15-year old daughter went to Ashkelon yesterday to help the residents of Ganei Tal rebuild hothouses. The trip was organized by B'nei Akiva and included a bus from Raanana."

This past Shabbat, Rabbi Binyamin Ish-Shalom, a renowned Jerusalem rabbi and a member of our congregation, got up to speak. It was the "Sabbath of comfort", which traditionally follows the 9th of Av. He told us the following:

Why was Rachel chosen to plead to God for the return of the Jewish people after the exile? The Talmud story is that all the patriarchs and matriarchs wanted that honor. But Rachel argued the following: 'You know that Jacob loved me above everyone. And I loved him. Seven years he worked for me, and I waited. When the time came for our marriage, my father decided to give him my sister instead. Despite the terrible injustice done to me, I overcame my jealousy and did not hate my sister. I cooperated with her and taught her all the secret signs, so that she wouldn't be humiliated. But you, God, look how jealous You are of false, worthless gods that you punish my children with exile.'

And God said: 'I will listen to Rachel.'

We should have no bad feelings in our hearts towards our fellow Jews, Rabbi Ish-Shalom told us. We should not forget what our eyes have seen; all the things our eyes have seen. And from that place, we should go forward as one family to build our nation in strength, love and commitment.

Even the Left-leaning television reporters seem suddenly overwhelmed by the strength and love of the settlers as the last settlement, Netzarim, is destroyed. These settlers are right in the middle of Gaza. They need constant army protection, and have become very close with the soldiers assigned to protect them. There will be no violence in Netzarim. Soldiers and settlers will pray together for the last time in the synagogue, whose striking menorah has already been taken down from the roof, and will be carried out with them, a reminder.

God bless the Jewish people, who will care for each other, no matter the incompetence of their politicians and civil servants.

Amen.

Another quote

"The more I want to get something done, the less I call it work."
Richard Bach (writer)

Saturday, August 20, 2005

Dreams

People say "Dream dreams". Mark Twain says "Explore, Dream, Discover".

I still dream of starting my own company, designing customized tourist packages, taking small number of tourists around, and educating them about the importance of buildings, towns and landscapes.

Sunday, August 14, 2005

Anne quotes Mark Twain

Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.

Thursday, August 04, 2005

Is there hope?

Is there?
Hope?
What hope?

It's a bad bad world out there...
What I've experienced is just the tip of the iceberg...

Makes me wonder...
Is there hope?

As a teacher, may I always remember to nurture kids to know the difference between right & wrong, to have kingdom values, & to fear God. And may these kids grow up to make a difference in their community.

"Your kingdom come, Your will be done on earth as it is in heaven."
"Maranatha, come Lord Jesus."